People-pleasing.

Sometimes I just fail to grasp the normal human being’s psyche. I mean, what do they want from me?! All of you who agree that members of the Homo sapiens species are platonically hard to decipher, raise your hands. Wow, thanks. These mental monologues are pretty tiring.

Fortunately I’m not some kind of psycho set against the prosperity of the world, nor am I mentally unstable.  I just feel hyped up because I’ve had a totally, unjustly suck-ish day.

And it is VERY important to remember that no matter who you are or what you look like, letting what people say affect your social performance is a complete NO-NO. Wait, before I preach about this, scratch out what I said.

(I fully believe that blogs are the best way to let out your undisclosed grievances.)

The rant:

You change your picture because you think Super Junior’s Yesung, notwithstanding his perpetual cuteness, has been over-exposed the past few weeks. People thank you because their homepages are less polluted by Koreans (hoorah? Haha). You decide your face deserves to be given a one-second glance. But some people just don’t want to be left out of the scene so they inappropriately classify you as a faggy-looking girl. And now they get to be publicized through this equally inappropriate blogpost.

I’m sorry, God. I am unfit to be called your daughter…but I’ll make up for it by applying the Law of Forgiveness.

*mumbles profanities* I seem to be touchy about this. Ah, but I’ve had the same not-so-same experiences (but still identical, you get it) so I though typing my irritation out will help me overcome my temporary tetchiness.

And once again I am thankful I write.

PS.  My main point here is that people-pleasing is not a good hobby. If your daily goal is to make all people around you happy, DON’T. It just never works. Evil exists. But don’t stress over the fact that you can’t please everyone because stress = acne breakouts = bad-skin days = bad mood = more stress = the urge to buy stress pills = cash-out for something that doesn’t even deserve to be spent for. THUS, the more you spend, the less money (is this even grammatically correct?!) you save for your SuperShow 3 funds. Now that’s a bummer.

PPS. I should be writing a happy-happy blogpost because it's been a long time since I last published one...so I'm sorry. Think of this as a turning point. Hooplah!